Looking Back On The Things I've Done.

Goodbye WordPress.

charsdabest. — Tue, 11 Jan 2011 01:59:14 +0000

I’ve no choice by to shift because the wordpress app on iPhone keeps crashing.

To http://wordpresstotumblr.tumblr.com

Man In The Mirror.

charsdabest. — Fri, 07 Jan 2011 05:29:02 +0000

Welcoming 2011, not exactly because the start of a new year will always happen every year, it is time to look back. Instead of deciding what actions to repeat and what to leave behind, I rather take the time to count my lucky stars and not think of what I should have done and will thus want to do in the future. The future’s not for us to decide and I won’t want to go through the whole, ‘Oh-shit-I-broke-my-resolutions-but-I-don’t give-a-shit-as-long-as-I’m-happy’ thing. Resolutions are meant for delusional people who believe they can be a better person despite already breaking so many of it year after year.

My family has played a great role in my life, not just 2010, but for the whole of my 20 years of life. I’m always thanking the gods and whatsoever, that not only am I not born into a broken family, or some family living in poverty in Africa, my family is just awesome beyond awesome. Doting and loving parents, good siblings and all. Family is not only a great role, but an important and essential one as well.

My besties are just irreplaceable. Few days ago, I was just thinking about what we used to call ourselves, LAVC. Sounds juvenile, but those memories are deeply engraved in my heart and mind, in a good way of course, and I would never trade those memories for anything. If my boyf asks me to give it up, I’ll ask him to go to hell. But I know he won’t. (: And I’m really glad, we’re still bestfriends and confidants despite graduating for so many years already. And I really hope we’ll keep up to it, till when we’re 70 going on to 80.

Family, or so we call ourselves that, has been more than just friends to me. They’re just like what we call ourselves, family. With them around, I can laugh at anything, feel comfortable no matter what, and enjoyed every moment as long as it’s spent with them. Hopefully, ten years down the road, we’ll still be able to have that bond between us and we’ll still have our regular brunch with each other.

Cousins, though we aren’t as close as we were in the past, I’m really glad that spiritually, we’re still as close and that I can count on everyone of you if something ever happens to me.

College besties, people who actually stuck me through my awful A’s times. I’m so glad we’re still as close and not falling apart like the others and hopefully, we can continue our fortnight thing till we’re old.

NXND, or so we call ourselves, cheesy, I know. But what the heck. Can’t wait to go BKK with you guys! And my sucky uni life would’ve been torturous if not for you guys. I really enjoyed every lesson and lectures and especially times in biz library where we’re actually spending time talking about stupid stuffs like buying a HDB flat instead of studying. To the 2 and a half more years ahead.

Hall friends, the closer ones especially, the real reason why I’m back squatting. (: The people who made home away from home.

Sandra, I’m glad we’re friends, really good ones in fact. I’m glad we became GLs together, though I still prefer our Titans times. I’m glad you still stuck me through no matter how many time I bail out on you. I’m glad you came into my life.

Boyf, I’m really glad that we got together. And though the future’s blurry, I hope we’ll make things work out no matter what happens.

I know this post came a little too late. But I’m glad that 2010 happened.

2011.

charsdabest. — Fri, 31 Dec 2010 15:43:52 +0000

Anticipating. And I’m ready to leave everything from 2010 behind, other than my boyf of course. Now is just not the time yet. Not that 2010 is a bad year. Well in actual fact, it has been great. But it isn’t ending very great. I’ve been in a dilemma over certain things for a long time and I think it’s just me being me again. So my new year resolution is to stop being an arse and stop harboring such thoughts. I should really stop running away from things and learn how to face them.

Happy Birthday.

charsdabest. — Sat, 18 Dec 2010 01:07:29 +0000

It’s been a while since I posted anything here. Okay. A month, to be exact. Have been really busy with school and exams. Papers have been good and nice to me, I guess. I hope the Monday’s one will be too. Life has been great, I suppose. I just can’t wait for holidays to come and my results to be released. I really hope my grades will be good this semester cause the studying process really stresses me out and I don’t want to see my hard work go down the drain. Oh well. That shall be my birthday wish for this year. And I hope this wish will last till next semester, and the semester after. (:

I don’t get why people have to wish each other on their birthday. Though I do that as well, I guess it’s just a monkey see monkey do thing. Haha. I was feeling really great today cause it’s my birthday. I don’t know why. Maybe cause it’s just something special during this stressful season. But the joy only lasted till it hit me that I’m no longer a teen. What a bummer.

Flickr.

charsdabest. — Tue, 16 Nov 2010 16:48:05 +0000

I give up on Flickr. Shall figure the whole thing out after exams.

Like Sigh.

charsdabest. — Wed, 10 Nov 2010 09:21:36 +0000

I miss my boy. ):

Time Constraints.

charsdabest. — Tue, 09 Nov 2010 07:09:19 +0000

I feel bad. I need a second upper. For that, I need to improve my grades. And for that, I’ll need to do all my tutorials, study hard for CAs and exams, do my reports well and make sure I understand and know how to apply every goddamn thing on all my notes. And lastly, for all those to happen, I need time. Which means, I’ll have to neglect my boyf. And the worst thing is, he understands and he’s trying to be there for me. But I can’t give him the time he wants though he didn’t ask for it. Let’s just say, he’s smart, I’m not = die. Can’t wait for holidays. BKK!

My Boyf.

charsdabest. — Sat, 06 Nov 2010 15:59:48 +0000

My boyfriend likes it when I stalked him. (:
And he tends to ignore me when he’s watching soccer. /:

All It Takes Is.

charsdabest. — Mon, 01 Nov 2010 09:26:20 +0000

All it takes is a little time I guess. Though it doesn’t feel like me to be running around or doing things just to please others, I think I just need a little of getting used to. Because so far, it feels pretty good.

I won’t say I’m in l. But I’m pretty close to.

Time Alone.

charsdabest. — Sat, 09 Oct 2010 14:34:33 +0000

Sometimes, we just need some time alone. Take a stroll alone, breathe in the breeze, give a loud sigh, and convince ourself that, life has to go on.

Many things on my mind. Mostly, in fact practically everything, has to do with studies. Achieving goals in life has always been my biggest source of moving forward and I can foresee myself being a workaholic in the future. But that’s for the future to decide. Well, I don’t expect others to understand but that’s besides what I’m trying to say.

I’ve always liked doing things alone. Maybe because I’ve used to being alone, I’m just not ready to let anyone into my life yet. I like being alone when I’m sorting out my thoughts because I don’t want to go through another round of convincing people to see things my way. And by being alone, I will be able to see things in people’s point of view, making my mind clearer. I like being alone. Or to put it simply, I don’t need anyone I guess.